Kelvin..Amelia...Xavier

Kelvin..Amelia...Xavier

Friday, May 7, 2010

Devastated

DEVASTATED is the only word that can explain my feeling now! Went for my 2nd checkup.... thought we would be able to see the little fingers and limbs of my baby but yet I received the cruelest outcome from the doc.... there is no heart beat, the baby isn't growing and the only thing I can do is to terminate my pregnancy. No miracle will happen confirmed by the doc.
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY.... is all I am asking! I can't accept the facts at all....
Why God got to do this to us? We wanted so much to be loving parents... why, why is he punishing us? did we did something wrong that why he is doing this to us?

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